7.17.2010

Complete.

I am complete. I have both of my boys (Doggy and Hubby) with me at home now. It feels great! I don't know what else I would ask for in the world. It's great to know everyone you love is home safe. I love it. I still don't know what I want to do with my life, but that is on hold right now. I am worry free to enjoy every minute with my husband. We can actually be a normal married couple now. I know 'normal' doesn't really exist in the world, but I think this might be a close second compared to where we were at last week. :) It feels good. So happy, I don't need anything else in the world. It's a good feeling. I probably won't be able to blog much (I'm sorry!). We are headed out to a resort in San Diego (rough life, eh?!) then up north to Seattle to visit my family and down to north. California in Napa Valley to visit his. It will be a lot of traveling and A LOT more miles on the our car. Buuuuut it will all be worth it. Except for the sharing of my husband, maybe our families have rights to...I don't care. I want him ALL to myself! Selfish selfish selfish. :) :) Don't care.
-ana. o. 
<3 Love you all....

7.07.2010

Reality Check 101

Anyone ever ask you as a kid, "What would you like to be when your all grown up?" Back then our answers were anything from ballerina to major league baseball player and from a doctor all the way back to a pretty princess. Reality wasn't what it is now. As we got older we started thinking about what was realistic and what our passions were. In high school we were asked, "What is your major going to be in high school?" Our answers revolved around more 'serious' goals like, marketing analyst and pediatrician or even photographer and weatherman (or woman!). 
I'm stuck in a rut right now. I have graduated with my general A.A. and now is the time when I should be picking out a permanent major, right? Wrong. I still have no idea what to do. I have people from all angles telling me to sign up for college, later it's going to be too hard if you have a kid, your not going to want to go back...etc. My thoughts are always the same, why spend the money right now going towards a goal I don't want? I don't have an excess amount of money to spend right now, so why waste it? Personally, I am not exactly happy with my job right now. Don't get me wrong, I am extremely thankful for it, but do I honestly want to deal with customer's attitudes about how their drink doesn't look right or the person that made it is obviously out to get them because their drink isn't up to their standards at all. If I could be my own person right now and do whatever I want to while making money, I would. 
I am jealous of people knowing what exactly they want in their future careers. I want to be that person. If I could blog and make money, I would. :) Anyone else have any suggestions? 

7.02.2010

So Close!

We are getting so close to seeing each other again. It's hard to believe I haven't seen my husband since December 19th, 2009. I am so lucky he is not in the army or marines. I have the utmost respect for all our armed forces, but the Air Force only deploys 6months unlike the others that can deploy for a year or more. I definitely don't think I could do it for that long. I have so much respect for those spouses that go a year without each other. Amazing! I was hoping to spend this independence day with my husband, but it honestly wasn't really realistic. Gosh I miss him so much. It's been so long. I'm so proud of him for what he has done and what he stands for. I can't wait to be back in his loving arms. It will be SO good! Thank you to everyone who has contributed to both of us during this deployment in one way or another. It has been so great and helpful. Seriously. From borrowing cars during moving, to my best friend helping me move back to Seattle, to my family, to my friends, to, to to....etc. You have all been amazing! I love you all so much. Pup's, Joshy and I appreciate it much!