10.29.2012

Why?

Yet I continue to neglect my blog. About 3-4 times a week I think to myself, "I really should blog," yet it never happens. Well I'm forcing myself to sit down and write. I've been in such a funk lately. I feel like I don't belong in Boise and I continue to question God on why He moved us here. Don't get me wrong, it's beautiful here and we have so many more options for doing outdoor stuff like we love, but I miss our church, friends and community in Vegas so much it hurts. Josh and I are trying a church currently and trying desperately to get involved, but we don't seem to 'fit' like we did in Vegas. Which makes the task so much more difficult.


Why here?

Why now?


I know I shouldn't question Him, yet even after I pray and ask for guidance I feel like there is no response. Shouldn't He be there? Shouldn't He let me know what He wants from me?



I will try to get back into blogging more...